vedif day 1

Welp, here we go again! Although this is my first time trying a VED-X, it’s not my first attempt getting back into video-making and content creation. Even going through the few posts on this blog, you’ll see past attempts at getting content consistently posted. I really really really want to push it this time to not be so critical about what gets posted because that’s what’s held me back in the past. I think VED-X/daily vlogging kind of allows people to just put whatever they need to up because they have to adhere to a schedule or a promise that they made to put something up every day.

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thoughts on being ready

Over the years, I’ve come to realize that I’m unfortunately capable of being full on, flat out, boy crazy.

I allowed it, sadly, to shape a lot of my own self-perceptions while growing up, and having a boyfriend became the be-all end-all of my existence. Those feelings would later inform me on how to act in my first (and only, to this day) relationship; I was manipulative and manipulated, emotionally abused, isolated. Real fun stuff. If it weren’t for a literal intervention, I’m not exactly sure when I would have gotten out of that relationship. I was angry for a long time after that (mostly at myself), but I think at the heart of it I was scared that it would happen again. I’d make the wrong decisions, burn what remained of my bridges, and become a person I hated.

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high tea: take two

high tea take two

Life’s been pretty weird lately, in the way that it usually is – a mix of highs and lows, good and bad, dry and rainy (no! bad rain!). Now that I am apparently a legitimate grown-up with a nine-to-five job, I’ve turned into a weekend warrior, where everything I do on the weekend is to the extreme. I either aggressively nap and laze around all day, or spend a full twelve hours going on cute adventures with my friends when we were originally only supposed to meet for some tea. The latter happened a couple of weeks ago. I met up with Cindy, Cat, and Avery for high tea at La Petite Cuillère, a tea house on main street. We were served by probably the nicest woman in the world, like, she was sweeter than all the sugar cubes we took with our tea. It was amazing.

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at the dying of the light

at the dying of the light

Okay, so the title is a little dramatic, but it was pretty much sunset and it’s also the last day of summer. It was a scorcher! Well, not really, but it was hot as heck. Worked on some practicum work for my lovely clients, then met up with Cat Lum to film and photograph some stuff for our upcoming endeavours! More to come on that in the future. Here’s what I wore today:

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throwback tuesday

#witchlife

Yes, I know, I know, I’m supposed to do this on Thursday or whatever, but I’m impatient! Bad habit, or nah? Anyhow, this is just a little throwback to one of my first projects I had for school. Cat and Cindy graaaaaaaciously agreed to be my witchy models for a fake fashion culture book called “#WITCHLIFE” and they looked super cute in literal sub zero temperatures. (Just kidding. But it was hella cold.)

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